Tuesday, January 29, 2008

I AM OFFICIALLY JOBLESS NOW!!

I AM SOOO FREE!!

SUDDENLY I FEEL SOOOO RELIEVED BUT I WILL HAVE HEADACHE WHEN I NEED TO PAY FOR MY UOL REVISION CLASS =(

NVM!!

I AM GOING TO GET A TUITION AND I WILL GO BACK TO CALL CENTRE IN JUNE!!

I LOVE BETTIANN, SITI AND TOMMY!!

SUCH NICE SOULS!! =D

PS: I KNOW THEY LOVE ME TOO =x

what we could have been, 1/29/2008 05:21:00 PM.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

27 JANURAY 2008:

I GAVE A TREAT TO MY FAMILY, AH MA AND GUGU + FAMILY!! WE WENT ALL THE WAY TO CHINATOWN HONG XIM RESTAURANT TO EAT DIM SUM!!! MY GOD!! THEY ARE OKIE ONLY!! WASTE MY TIME!! I WAS WEARING THESE HEELS WHICH ARE KILLERS!! I WAS HAVING A SORE FEET BY END OF THE DAY MAN.. KANASAI!!

ANYWAY, I GOT A 50 BUCKS ANG BAO FROM AH MA AND 100 BUCKS ANG BAO FROM GU GU!! OKIE LAR!! NOT TOO BAD~!!

MY MUM GAVE ME A NECKLACE (WHICH IS DAMN MALAY LOOKING).. =( MY BRO GAVE ME A JEWELLERY BOX, MY DAD GAVE ME ANG BAO!! MY SIS MADE ME A NICE CARD WITH A SECRET COMPARTMENT. SHE SLOTTED THE ANG BAO INSIDE - 68 BUCKS WITH A NICE CHARM BRACELET!! AND MOST UNEXPECTED OF ALL, FANGWEI, LIWEN AND JIAXIN GAVE ME A NAUGHTY BOY LAMP (THE ONE WHEREBY THE KUKUBIRD IS THE SWITCH) AN D AHEART SHAPED PENDANT!! WOOT!! SO TOUCHED!!

ANYWAY, TALKING ABT UNEXPECTED STUFFS, JOON WHYE SMSED ME!! SO TOUCHED!! RARE GUEST MAN!!

P.S. REGINA!! YOU GOT A HOT NICE BOYFRIEND!! YOU ROCK!! HAHAHA

HMMM.. I AM SO SUBJECTIVE *SHRUGGED*

I AM BEING LOVED!!! =D

PLS TUNE IN TO MY 30 DAYS BDAE CELEBRATIONS PHOTOS SOON!!

WAHHAHAHAA

what we could have been, 1/27/2008 10:11:00 PM.

25TH JANUARY:

I WENT FOR LIHUI AND MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WITH LIHUI, JIA HWA, CHUNNY, XIAO WEI AND THEIR BFS - CLIVE, DESMOND AND KHONG AT HOG'S BREATH!!

JIA HWA AND CHUNNY MANAGED TO PERSUADE SHAWN TO GO WITH ME MAN!! IT IS A MIRACLE!!!

ANYWAY, MY NATURAL PRIME RIB IS OH SOOO GOOD!! THE CURLY FRIES FROM HOG'S IS DAMN GOOD MAN!!

DESMOND AND CLIVE WERE FARNIE!! - GAYING ARD.. TSK

KHONG GAVE LIHUI AND I A ROSE EACH!! SO NICE!!

WE HAD A SURPRISE LATER!! XIAOWEI, DES AND CHUNNY MADE AN OREO CHEESECAKE FOR US!! I WAS REALLY CAUGHT BY SURPRISE COS I DIN KNOW THE BIATCHES CAN BE SO SWEET EH!!

HAHAHAHA!!

ANYWAY, SHAWN SENT A BOUQUET OF FLOWERS TO MY OFFICE.. SO PAISEY!! BUT THE FLOWERS WERE REALLY NICE!! =D

THANKS SO MUCH BABES AND HUINKS!!

LAST OF ALL, I AM 21 AND I FEEL SO MATURE!!

26TH JANUARY:

I SPENT MY BIRTHDAY WITH SHAWN KARAN!!

I GOT A MEE GORENG BIRTHDAY TREAT =(

BUT I DUN MIND BECOS I ATE TOO MUCH THESE FEW DAYS!!

GONNA BE REALLY FAT AFTER MY BDAE CELEBRATIONS.. =(

I HAVE YET TO RECEIVE MY BDAE PRESENT SHAWN KARAN... TSK!!

what we could have been, 1/27/2008 09:59:00 PM.

Friday, January 11, 2008

What is the definition of love?
SOOOooooo Bored in the office
makes me think abt my Bangkok trip!! HAHAHAHA

Anyway, these are some pictures which constitute to the meaning of DIFFERENT TYPES of Love =D

LOVE IS:

Couple being in love

Siblings/Family Love

Religious love (hang out with Shawn too much =x)

Dickheads in love

Hypocritical Love

For me: Love for MONEY~

I dunno what this is but i googled it.. it says this is a definition of love. From an artistic view, i think that menses blood is gushing out from her CB and yet she is trying hard to act cute.. =)

Finally, Love is supporting each other in old age =)

what we could have been, 1/11/2008 04:23:00 PM.

Friday, January 4, 2008

STARHUB RETRENCHED ME
STUPID TRACY
SHOULD HAVE STAYED IN ADMIN

PAUPER LIFE CONTINUES
*SOB*

TUITION?
*DOUBLE SOB*

CALL CENTRE?
*TRIPLE SOB*

what we could have been, 1/04/2008 11:29:00 PM.

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

I went to toilet after my lesson ard 6.30pm. That was the grossiest experience ever. I went to do big business and i was about to reach climax when suddenly this person/ghost came into the cubicle beside me. I was thinking "okie.. i shall shit quietly" BUT!!! I was horrified when i saw a pair of BOOTS!! And SUDDENLY!! This foot stretched across my cubicle and i could see the yellowish torn and tattered toes wiggling at me!! I think that it was purposely showing the foot to me!! I WAS SO SCARED!! I THOUGHT ITS A BANGLAH/GHOST/RAPIST. But as my shit was halfway finished, i could only continue!! I mustered my courage and peeped at the top of my cubicle fearing that i would see a floating head. TO my HORROR, there was no head.. HAHAHA!! It was damn bad lar!! I cant even confirm if it was a ghost.. I quickly cleaned my arse and ran out of my cubicle!! While i was shitting, i was thinking abt how to attaack the weird thing beside me if it/she/he chased after me.

1) jab his throat
2) kick his groin
3) faint (if its a ghost)

HORRENDOUS EXPERIENCE!!

ARGHHHHHHHhhhhh

what we could have been, 1/02/2008 09:04:00 PM.

This afternoon, I realised that i am so poor (though i think i am poor all along but i feel the impact when i need to pay for school fees) I din plan for this year becos i had been celebrating Christmas like the China pp celebrating Chinese New Year - 15 days of endless partying. The total damage is a big "OUCH" and I totally forgot about my Exam fee of $2084.

I received the letter to inform me regarding the payment yesterday night and i told my mum this morning that i need to borrow 2K from her. She told me "I dun have" and she kept quiet. As an obstinate Aquarius, when the person doesnt wanna help me when i asked her/him the first time, i wun bother to ask them the second time. So i walked away and locked myself in the room to think of solutions.

Solutions:

1) borrow from bank
2) borrow from friends
3) stop school
4) jump down from the coolest spot (entrance) in SIM and haunt the school for life

I came to a conclusion that the first option - borrow from bank rocks so i changed and flew down to Maybank which is super near my house to enquire. The lackey was a uglified snobbish arse. He knew that i am a pauper (prolly frolm my shuai1 face) and he din wanna press the button for my number.. when there was no one in the queue. I hate Maybank. So i chiong to SIM admin office to get the form for NTUC income bank loan. The rate is better 5.25% instead of 5.5% by Maybank.

However, borrowing 2K from bank sounds a bit cock afterall. I was v touched when S****n offered to loan me money. S***n wanted to lend me money too!! *Names to be protected to prevent robbers. Anyway, I am not alone.. *SOB* Well, of course i hope i dun have to borrow from them lar.. Quite paisey.. But seems like that is the last resort~

PAPAROACH - LAST RESORT

Cut my life into pieces I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing Don't give a fuck if I cut my arms bleeding Would it be wrong, would it be right If I took my life tonight, chance are that I might Mutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicide Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright, nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late and I was empty within Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin Downward spiral, where do I begin It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself and no love for another Searching to find a love upon a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright, nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying I can't go on living this way

what we could have been, 1/02/2008 08:43:00 PM.