Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Monday, July 7, 2008
APPEASE ME PROJECT PART 1
http://www.shawnkaran.com/
NOT TOO BAD =D
http://www.shawnkaran.com/
NOT TOO BAD =D
what we could have been, 7/07/2008 09:43:00 PM.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Happy 2nd anniversary baby!!
Though we are going to have so many other anniversaries ahead of us,
Though we are going to have so many other anniversaries ahead of us,
I just want to take this chance to tell you how much you mean to me.
Happy anniversary my love! I'm glad i found you.
Hope the flowers are not too heavy!
Hope the flowers are not too heavy!
This msg was written on the card which was sent with the bouquet of flowers to my office..
I am okie with the flowers cos i told shawn karan that i am NOT a flower person and a bouquet of flowers costs 55 bucks which is the same price as the perfume i like!!
Well, seeing the msg on the card made me feel better cos it is soooooo SWEET.
But to realise that the msg is the standard template written by the florist..
He said he decided to use the standard template becos the msg he has written is uncomparable to the standard template..
We have been together for 2 yrs and if he cant even think of a simple short msg like this, I think his mind is on something else rather than me.
And I also found out the plan to send me flowers was decided yesterday night..
He said he wanted to compose a song for me but he din cos he did not have a recording mic..
So we finished dinner at 815pm and started wandering aimlessly..
He knew i wasnt too happy abt the whole thing so he asked me "Are u disappointed that last yr we had nice hotel and this yr there is nothing?"
Suddenly, i realised that there is REALLY NOTHING THIS YR..
Last minute flowers
No card
Not even a short and sweet msg
Though there was a dinner treat from him
I went to source for the eating place as well
I think he is sick of planning, sick of everything, cant be bothered..
He chose to slp at 1030pm while i baked and made card for him till 230am..
He offered to send me home but i was not too sure if it was becos i was sulking..
But i rejected
He boarded the bus and i walked alone to town
SOBBING LIKE A COW
Now i know how a relationship can turn sour overnight..
I tried really hard to be a nice gf
I go to his house to every wkend
I will buy things he likes to eat for and also buy some for his family
I tried to control my temper..
I tried and tried and tried...
No effort from the other party though...
what we could have been, 7/01/2008 11:48:00 PM.
